I’m legitimately worried that working in telesales is turning me into a terrible person.

Like, I’ve been working on myself for a while now because in the past I’ve exhibited a few qualities that maybe you might have been able to class as awful; I’m kind of lazy and lonely and desperate and desperate for people to like me and sometimes I guess that can lead to things like lying, trying too hard, projecting my insecurities onto other people… But I mean it, I’ve really been working on myself over the last two years. I’m braver, I trust myself more, I trust all of this empathy that I have and I’m just being a decent human being okay I guess it’s not that hard.

I don’t want to be miserable, so I want to get away and get going with my life, so I need a job so I can save money, so I am working in a call centre and I’m feeling less and less like a decent human being every day. I don’t know.