Ugh I think twenty two is probably too young to write myself off as romantically implausible but sometimes I’m completely overwhelmed with this thought like, “You are so bad at this you’re not even bad at this. You are non existent at this.”

And it wouldn’t matter at all if I wasn’t constantly feeling like there is something I really want. I just wish I knew what it was and why I wanted it because then maybe I could stop wanting it so much.