I don’t really know how to put this or how to do anything at the moment, but yeah, Alf has been sick lately, I’ve been hand feeding him because he refuses to eat, I took him to the vets at the weekend and he was scheduled for surgery tomorrow morning, but tonight I came back from work and my sister told me that we’d lost him.
I really don’t have anything to say about this right now, I just want to cry and not think anymore.